Thoughts on being single

Okay so wise men tell us that enjoy your life while you are single beacuse you will neve have it after you meet the one you will marry. Well I am so sick of being single. There is this one guy that must makes my heart soar. But unfortunately I am here an d he is there and ther is Oklahoma City. If I could build the perfect man for me, his name would be Jason. I don't think that in my 23 years of life I have ever met anyone like him. He is a Christian and just perfection in my eyes. I know that no one is perfect, but it is really hard to explain. My friend Sar calls it an overwhelming calm and that is what I feel when I am near him. Like if the world were to crumble around us we would be safe with each other. He makes me feel safe whenever I am near him. Even though we have never broadned our friendship farther than just good friends, he is still the one I don't ink I will be able to live without. I also have to realize that I just need to put everything into God's hands. He knows mine and Ja's futures. One of my favorite song lyrics is if you want to hear God laugh tell him your plans. I know that is the way I need to look at life. So from this day forward I will do my best to give it all to God and to lean on his understandings. If some of my friends are reading this you are probably wondering what is bringing this on. It is my friend Sara and some of the things she is going through. I hope none of my friends think i have completely lost it or let Ja read this because first I haven't lost it and second you let him read this and each and every last one of you will die.